Praying for answers to be revealed,
The root of the current suffering began to take shape.
Peace was nowhere in sight during these distrustful times.
Distrust of your intention,
Distrust of self,
Distrust from assumptions.
Still your lover,
I was still your enemy.
In moments of misunderstandings.
We achieved clarity after regard was shredded.
Pressed on,
Leaving the insults unaddressed.
Now the memory of pessimism seems to never flee.
Behind your smile,
The flashback of every way you left still stings.
For today,
You still choose to come and go as you please.
Here, I will go another way.
Peering right into all the clarity awaiting...
Forgetting,
Remembering,
Never fading,
Reconciling.
